The Crazy Princess

STOP PLZ!

What consider as a good person? Different people has their different defination to this word 'good'. And many things in this world will change, include people. I think from now on I should say everything every people will change. Nothing and no one will be good forever. A person who is always a good man in my heart had changed. I do not know the real story. I do not know the truth but I do not want to know. Truth is always that cruel. I just want to be stupid, do not know anything.

Just stop everything and give me back my peaceful life. Can I have my peaceful life back?




I worked for 16 hours non stop!

Yesterday was my fourth day of working in this event company. Yesterday was Malaysia National Day Eve. Which is also one of the event day of my company. This event is a company annual dinner. We have to be on the spot control everything.

Yesterday, I reached office at 8am. At 2pm, I went to Crown Princess hotel to help out. The annual dinner started at 6pm. And it ended at 11:30pm. After we packed everything, it was already 12 mid night, I missed the count down for Merdeka day. When going back home, I stucked in the traffic jam. People just simply parked their cars at the road side, on the bridge, or stopped half way. I wondered what are they waiting for. In the end, I reached home around 1:20am. That was my day for yesterday. I had been working for 16 hours non stop. It was so tiring. Luckily today is a public holiday and I can rest at home, if not I think I wil faint during work.




Wah! Baskin Robbins 31% discount!

Just now, my friend sms me about Baskin Robbins 31% discount starts from 29th Aug until 31st Aug, which starts from today til National day, 3 days onwards. They are doing special offer. Normally the 31% discount is just specially for 31st of the month. Wow! I love Baskin Robbins a lot especially Chocolate Chip flavor. I have been waiting for this discount day for so long, today I am going to buy the handpacked ice cream home. Wee!!!!!




My New Job!

Today is my second day of my new job. Compare to last week that 2 days job, I think I love this job. This is an event company called Jazzmates Production (www.jazzmatesproduction.com), doing all kinds of events, mostly on company annual dinner and family day. Basically the job that my boss assigns me to do is design, design the backdrop and entrance. Other than that, handle the event on the event day, make sure everything runs smoothly.

I love event job, I hope this is the job I want and will stay longer this time. Wish me good luck!




Petra 5th Song Festival 2007!

Wow! This is my first time joining Petra Song Festival. I've been going to church on weekdays for the past 2 weeks. I joined my group's practice for 4 times. From the time I don't know how to sing the songs, can not memorize the lyrics until the day before the song fest, I memorized all the songs. Phew, finally song fest is over, and guess what, we got the 2nd. Well, actually I don't really see this song fest as a competition, I do not have much feeling in it until the big day reached. I saw all of them were so nervous and thinking of winning. Before the competition starts, we had a group discussion, Jenny told us that winning is not important, the most important thing is we sing to others and spread the messages to others. Well, I enjoyed the song fest and enjoyed singing in front of people. Group James got No 1, but they have to clean the floor after song fest, and we don't have to. Haha! After song fest, straight we headed to Samosa to celebrate.

Other than group competition, we had solo too. We have Wai Loon in our group presents us 'Keep falling in love'. I was totally touched by him when he is singing. Although he got 2nd place, but he is the champion in our heart.






I don't trust anyone anymore !

Finally I found out i lost trust to anyone. I used to be a gal who trust everyone besides me. Although a lot of my friends' hobby is to lie to me, but end up I still choose to trust them because they are my friend. Even when I come out to work, still I choose to trust everyone. It is ok for you to lie me, but please cover it and don't let me find out the truth forever. I always think, I will always believe to what you say, but still if you choose to lie to me, then it is fine! It is ok that you hurt me, at least I will feel better when I do not hurt anyone.

Things getting worse. Now I realized, the thing that my friends cheated on me before is really small case. These 2 weeks, the lies I found out are even worst which make me lost trust to anyone. I am so down and sad. The truth always come to me at the end. I should feel happy that I know the truth in the end or I should feel sad because I found out someone is lying me? I always tell myself don't lose truth to others, but now I can't do that again. It is sad that I have this changes, I am no more a happy go lucky gal. Is lying people that fun? I think I should start to lie to others!

Enough lies to me!!! I can not take it anymore!!!




Emotional Me!

I must admit I am actually an emotional gal. Easily feel happy and easily feel down. I just can not let myself read some sad article, if not I will just feel down after reading the article. Even when I read other's blog, and they are talking about they are not feeling happy, then here it comes, I will start to feel moody and sad, and started to think I am same as this person, I am not happy with my life. There are so many unhappy things happen in my life.
- Jobless (but well, I quite enjoy it because I can go out with friends on weekdays.)
- Being single for so long, no bf sayang (but, I enjoy being single also! at least I am free for my friends all the time!)
- Lost contact with some friends (I really feel sad of this, I've changed and choosed to leave them, but now I want them back!)
- Having complicated feel towards a guy (this is not a big deal, although yes it is, but so what? coz I had decided to put it down.)
- No money (always wanted to go out with friends, but I did not work for few months, sudah tak ada money la!!!)
- Lost my own life goal (suddenly I do not know my goal. Last time my goal used to be earn money and marry someone I love, but now, I seriously do not know what I want!)

Haha! Am I emotional? Sometimes I can not even calm myself down, feel down sometimes and thinking negatively. One of my friend told me, this is one of the stage in our life. Maybe I am getting old so I start to become emotional. Oh No! I do not want to be old!!!




Penang & Thailang Trip - 15 ~ 180807!

Last week, I went to Penang for my convocation. Yea! Went to Penang for my Bachelor's Degree Convocation. I am officially graduated. I got my Degree certificate. I am a Degree holder now. Amazing!!!

My convocation is on Thursday but I departed to Penang on Wednesday.I stayed in this 'g Hotel' which is a new hotel beside Gurney Plaza. This hotel is so beautiful. The room is so nice, especially my room, very suitable for couples.


This time I did not travel around Penang. I just went to eat Penang food and yam cha at the Gurney Plaza beside my hotel and shopping there. It is fun to have a shopping complex beside your hotel. And due to my room is so nice and comfortable, I spent most of my time in my room. Once again, I would like to introduce this new and nice hotel to you, 'g Hotel' !!!





On Friday, after packing everything, returned my rope to USM and collected my cert, we headed over to Thailand Hat Yai. One thing annoying is I fell sick when I reached Hat Yai. Fever, flu and cough. My whole body pain when I planned to walk around to buy my friends something. I just couldn't continue walking so I decided to go back hotel and sleep. After 2 hours rest, I woke up and have 2 Panadol then went out for dinner. After dinner, my dad brought us to a pub which there is a live band performing every night. They sing western old songs. It is very nice. We went back hotel around 10:30pm which consider very early because I was very sleepy and tired. I spent most of the time to sleep when I was in Thailand. Now only I found out Hat Yai is a boring place to go! I think Bangkok is better. Just take a look at this picture then you will know.

What kind of place is this? This is Hat Yai!!!




2 movies in a day @ 1U!

I watched 2 movies today at 1U. I can not remember if this is the first time or I tried this before, but I know I seldom watch 2 movies in a day. I thought I will feel very tired but suprisingly I don't. I watched The Simpsons and Flashpoint today. The Simpsons is quite funny, but not as funny as what I expect. The story is kinda stupid. You can still try this movie because a lot of people say it is nice.
Flashpoint, a Hong Kong action movie. Donnie Yen is one of the main actor. I love watching his action movie, love seeing him fight. Overall this is a nice movie, if you guys love action movie, you should watch this movie.
I planned this with my friend that one day I will watch several horror movies in a day. Wow!!! Waiting for some scary and interesting horror movies for my one day horror movies day!!!




Nice Yam Cha Place @ The Curve!

Yesterday Dave brought me to The Curve to yam cha. He introduced me this nice place for fruit tea and flower tea. The environment is nice. The tea is nice. The lavender cheese cake lagi nice. We ordered one jag of Mix Fruit Tea and one Lavender Cheese Cake.










Digi Ducks @ 1U!

I went 1 Utama yesterday and I found this. Digi Ducks at 1U's rainforest, just infront of Fish & Co. It is so attractive and creative. They placed the ducks on the aquarium. Althought I am working for Hotlink currently, but seriously I love Digi's recent advertisements. They are so creative and funny.








First time in LCCT!

This is the first time I go air port by my self without parents beside me. Last week, my Hotlink event was at Sibu, so I have to take airplane to Sibu. I
took taxi ALONE to LCCT. While waiting for the promoters to come, I ate Mcd ALONE.




First time flying without passport and boarding pass. First time flying without parents beside me. First time flying without understanding the procedure, luckily the promoters know. Wow! It is really a good experience for me!




'Singh' Zhao Mai from Sibu!

This was the first dinner I had in Sibu. I ordered Singapore fried mee hoon because there are very less food available in Sibu. Singapore fried mee hoon, we call it as 'Sing Zhao Mai' in KL. But when my Singapore fried mee hoon come, I decided to call it as 'Singh Zhao Mai'. Why? Take a look at it first.


This is it. It is Yellow in colour. Weird right? Why is it in yellow colour? Because they put curry powder to cook it. When I tasted it, I was like eating curry powder. The taste is totally different from the Singapore fried mee hoon in KL. That is why I called it as 'Singh Zhao Mai'. What a unique food Sibu has!




See how they sell chickens in Sibu market!

I went to Sibu for Hotlink job last week. We went roving at their biggest market and I saw this. I found this interesting because we can hardly find this in KL. This is how they sell the chickens.

This is how they sell the chickens. They wrap the chickens in newspaper and put all of them on the table to let the customers choose. After the customer decided which one to buy, they wil put the chicken in a plastic bag. The people there has to buy the chicken home and kill themselves.








Bila ini akan habis?

I am having a tough time these few weeks. Going outstation almost every weeks. I don't have enough sleep during work, having too much rest at home. Facing some problems during work. Ya, I know problems always occur during work, I am tough enough to face any problem, but I am a human, I am a gal, sometimes I can't take it too. I am happy that I have friends who are always by my side. One of my friend know I am not happy, he called me immediately and talk to me. He wants me to share my problems with him, at least I will feel better if I tell him, but I just don't hope to ma fan him, so I insist not to tell. Sorry friend, I choosed to keep for myself because I know I will forget it one day, I really don't want to ma fan you, make you feel not happy together with me.
After come back home from work, I thought I can have a good rest and relax myself, but I am wrong. I don't know what happen, I feel pressures and stress at home. I don't feel like want to stay at home. When I am at home, I rather choose to go outstation to work than staying at home. My home is not a peaceful place for me anymore. Home suppose to be the most comfortable and the most peaceful place for all of us, but I don't since when my home has changed.
I feel tired and I feel sad. I feel helpless when I am alone. Should I change myself become more stronger? Should I find someone to face all these problems together with me? Or should I face them all myself? I become more and more negative thinking nowadays.
I would like to share a song here. I love this song. It is by Cyndi Wang. The title is 'This is the real you". So which is the real me?

STOP PLZ!

What consider as a good person? Different people has their different defination to this word 'good'. And many things in this world will change, include people. I think from now on I should say everything every people will change. Nothing and no one will be good forever. A person who is always a good man in my heart had changed. I do not know the real story. I do not know the truth but I do not want to know. Truth is always that cruel. I just want to be stupid, do not know anything.

Just stop everything and give me back my peaceful life. Can I have my peaceful life back?




I worked for 16 hours non stop!

Yesterday was my fourth day of working in this event company. Yesterday was Malaysia National Day Eve. Which is also one of the event day of my company. This event is a company annual dinner. We have to be on the spot control everything.

Yesterday, I reached office at 8am. At 2pm, I went to Crown Princess hotel to help out. The annual dinner started at 6pm. And it ended at 11:30pm. After we packed everything, it was already 12 mid night, I missed the count down for Merdeka day. When going back home, I stucked in the traffic jam. People just simply parked their cars at the road side, on the bridge, or stopped half way. I wondered what are they waiting for. In the end, I reached home around 1:20am. That was my day for yesterday. I had been working for 16 hours non stop. It was so tiring. Luckily today is a public holiday and I can rest at home, if not I think I wil faint during work.




Wah! Baskin Robbins 31% discount!

Just now, my friend sms me about Baskin Robbins 31% discount starts from 29th Aug until 31st Aug, which starts from today til National day, 3 days onwards. They are doing special offer. Normally the 31% discount is just specially for 31st of the month. Wow! I love Baskin Robbins a lot especially Chocolate Chip flavor. I have been waiting for this discount day for so long, today I am going to buy the handpacked ice cream home. Wee!!!!!




My New Job!

Today is my second day of my new job. Compare to last week that 2 days job, I think I love this job. This is an event company called Jazzmates Production (www.jazzmatesproduction.com), doing all kinds of events, mostly on company annual dinner and family day. Basically the job that my boss assigns me to do is design, design the backdrop and entrance. Other than that, handle the event on the event day, make sure everything runs smoothly.

I love event job, I hope this is the job I want and will stay longer this time. Wish me good luck!




Petra 5th Song Festival 2007!

Wow! This is my first time joining Petra Song Festival. I've been going to church on weekdays for the past 2 weeks. I joined my group's practice for 4 times. From the time I don't know how to sing the songs, can not memorize the lyrics until the day before the song fest, I memorized all the songs. Phew, finally song fest is over, and guess what, we got the 2nd. Well, actually I don't really see this song fest as a competition, I do not have much feeling in it until the big day reached. I saw all of them were so nervous and thinking of winning. Before the competition starts, we had a group discussion, Jenny told us that winning is not important, the most important thing is we sing to others and spread the messages to others. Well, I enjoyed the song fest and enjoyed singing in front of people. Group James got No 1, but they have to clean the floor after song fest, and we don't have to. Haha! After song fest, straight we headed to Samosa to celebrate.

Other than group competition, we had solo too. We have Wai Loon in our group presents us 'Keep falling in love'. I was totally touched by him when he is singing. Although he got 2nd place, but he is the champion in our heart.






I don't trust anyone anymore !

Finally I found out i lost trust to anyone. I used to be a gal who trust everyone besides me. Although a lot of my friends' hobby is to lie to me, but end up I still choose to trust them because they are my friend. Even when I come out to work, still I choose to trust everyone. It is ok for you to lie me, but please cover it and don't let me find out the truth forever. I always think, I will always believe to what you say, but still if you choose to lie to me, then it is fine! It is ok that you hurt me, at least I will feel better when I do not hurt anyone.

Things getting worse. Now I realized, the thing that my friends cheated on me before is really small case. These 2 weeks, the lies I found out are even worst which make me lost trust to anyone. I am so down and sad. The truth always come to me at the end. I should feel happy that I know the truth in the end or I should feel sad because I found out someone is lying me? I always tell myself don't lose truth to others, but now I can't do that again. It is sad that I have this changes, I am no more a happy go lucky gal. Is lying people that fun? I think I should start to lie to others!

Enough lies to me!!! I can not take it anymore!!!




Emotional Me!

I must admit I am actually an emotional gal. Easily feel happy and easily feel down. I just can not let myself read some sad article, if not I will just feel down after reading the article. Even when I read other's blog, and they are talking about they are not feeling happy, then here it comes, I will start to feel moody and sad, and started to think I am same as this person, I am not happy with my life. There are so many unhappy things happen in my life.
- Jobless (but well, I quite enjoy it because I can go out with friends on weekdays.)
- Being single for so long, no bf sayang (but, I enjoy being single also! at least I am free for my friends all the time!)
- Lost contact with some friends (I really feel sad of this, I've changed and choosed to leave them, but now I want them back!)
- Having complicated feel towards a guy (this is not a big deal, although yes it is, but so what? coz I had decided to put it down.)
- No money (always wanted to go out with friends, but I did not work for few months, sudah tak ada money la!!!)
- Lost my own life goal (suddenly I do not know my goal. Last time my goal used to be earn money and marry someone I love, but now, I seriously do not know what I want!)

Haha! Am I emotional? Sometimes I can not even calm myself down, feel down sometimes and thinking negatively. One of my friend told me, this is one of the stage in our life. Maybe I am getting old so I start to become emotional. Oh No! I do not want to be old!!!




Penang & Thailang Trip - 15 ~ 180807!

Last week, I went to Penang for my convocation. Yea! Went to Penang for my Bachelor's Degree Convocation. I am officially graduated. I got my Degree certificate. I am a Degree holder now. Amazing!!!

My convocation is on Thursday but I departed to Penang on Wednesday.I stayed in this 'g Hotel' which is a new hotel beside Gurney Plaza. This hotel is so beautiful. The room is so nice, especially my room, very suitable for couples.


This time I did not travel around Penang. I just went to eat Penang food and yam cha at the Gurney Plaza beside my hotel and shopping there. It is fun to have a shopping complex beside your hotel. And due to my room is so nice and comfortable, I spent most of my time in my room. Once again, I would like to introduce this new and nice hotel to you, 'g Hotel' !!!





On Friday, after packing everything, returned my rope to USM and collected my cert, we headed over to Thailand Hat Yai. One thing annoying is I fell sick when I reached Hat Yai. Fever, flu and cough. My whole body pain when I planned to walk around to buy my friends something. I just couldn't continue walking so I decided to go back hotel and sleep. After 2 hours rest, I woke up and have 2 Panadol then went out for dinner. After dinner, my dad brought us to a pub which there is a live band performing every night. They sing western old songs. It is very nice. We went back hotel around 10:30pm which consider very early because I was very sleepy and tired. I spent most of the time to sleep when I was in Thailand. Now only I found out Hat Yai is a boring place to go! I think Bangkok is better. Just take a look at this picture then you will know.

What kind of place is this? This is Hat Yai!!!




2 movies in a day @ 1U!

I watched 2 movies today at 1U. I can not remember if this is the first time or I tried this before, but I know I seldom watch 2 movies in a day. I thought I will feel very tired but suprisingly I don't. I watched The Simpsons and Flashpoint today. The Simpsons is quite funny, but not as funny as what I expect. The story is kinda stupid. You can still try this movie because a lot of people say it is nice.
Flashpoint, a Hong Kong action movie. Donnie Yen is one of the main actor. I love watching his action movie, love seeing him fight. Overall this is a nice movie, if you guys love action movie, you should watch this movie.
I planned this with my friend that one day I will watch several horror movies in a day. Wow!!! Waiting for some scary and interesting horror movies for my one day horror movies day!!!




Nice Yam Cha Place @ The Curve!

Yesterday Dave brought me to The Curve to yam cha. He introduced me this nice place for fruit tea and flower tea. The environment is nice. The tea is nice. The lavender cheese cake lagi nice. We ordered one jag of Mix Fruit Tea and one Lavender Cheese Cake.










Digi Ducks @ 1U!

I went 1 Utama yesterday and I found this. Digi Ducks at 1U's rainforest, just infront of Fish & Co. It is so attractive and creative. They placed the ducks on the aquarium. Althought I am working for Hotlink currently, but seriously I love Digi's recent advertisements. They are so creative and funny.








First time in LCCT!

This is the first time I go air port by my self without parents beside me. Last week, my Hotlink event was at Sibu, so I have to take airplane to Sibu. I
took taxi ALONE to LCCT. While waiting for the promoters to come, I ate Mcd ALONE.




First time flying without passport and boarding pass. First time flying without parents beside me. First time flying without understanding the procedure, luckily the promoters know. Wow! It is really a good experience for me!




'Singh' Zhao Mai from Sibu!

This was the first dinner I had in Sibu. I ordered Singapore fried mee hoon because there are very less food available in Sibu. Singapore fried mee hoon, we call it as 'Sing Zhao Mai' in KL. But when my Singapore fried mee hoon come, I decided to call it as 'Singh Zhao Mai'. Why? Take a look at it first.


This is it. It is Yellow in colour. Weird right? Why is it in yellow colour? Because they put curry powder to cook it. When I tasted it, I was like eating curry powder. The taste is totally different from the Singapore fried mee hoon in KL. That is why I called it as 'Singh Zhao Mai'. What a unique food Sibu has!




See how they sell chickens in Sibu market!

I went to Sibu for Hotlink job last week. We went roving at their biggest market and I saw this. I found this interesting because we can hardly find this in KL. This is how they sell the chickens.

This is how they sell the chickens. They wrap the chickens in newspaper and put all of them on the table to let the customers choose. After the customer decided which one to buy, they wil put the chicken in a plastic bag. The people there has to buy the chicken home and kill themselves.








Bila ini akan habis?

I am having a tough time these few weeks. Going outstation almost every weeks. I don't have enough sleep during work, having too much rest at home. Facing some problems during work. Ya, I know problems always occur during work, I am tough enough to face any problem, but I am a human, I am a gal, sometimes I can't take it too. I am happy that I have friends who are always by my side. One of my friend know I am not happy, he called me immediately and talk to me. He wants me to share my problems with him, at least I will feel better if I tell him, but I just don't hope to ma fan him, so I insist not to tell. Sorry friend, I choosed to keep for myself because I know I will forget it one day, I really don't want to ma fan you, make you feel not happy together with me.
After come back home from work, I thought I can have a good rest and relax myself, but I am wrong. I don't know what happen, I feel pressures and stress at home. I don't feel like want to stay at home. When I am at home, I rather choose to go outstation to work than staying at home. My home is not a peaceful place for me anymore. Home suppose to be the most comfortable and the most peaceful place for all of us, but I don't since when my home has changed.
I feel tired and I feel sad. I feel helpless when I am alone. Should I change myself become more stronger? Should I find someone to face all these problems together with me? Or should I face them all myself? I become more and more negative thinking nowadays.
I would like to share a song here. I love this song. It is by Cyndi Wang. The title is 'This is the real you". So which is the real me?