The Crazy Princess

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I am having a tough time these few weeks. Going outstation almost every weeks. I don't have enough sleep during work, having too much rest at home. Facing some problems during work. Ya, I know problems always occur during work, I am tough enough to face any problem, but I am a human, I am a gal, sometimes I can't take it too. I am happy that I have friends who are always by my side. One of my friend know I am not happy, he called me immediately and talk to me. He wants me to share my problems with him, at least I will feel better if I tell him, but I just don't hope to ma fan him, so I insist not to tell. Sorry friend, I choosed to keep for myself because I know I will forget it one day, I really don't want to ma fan you, make you feel not happy together with me.
After come back home from work, I thought I can have a good rest and relax myself, but I am wrong. I don't know what happen, I feel pressures and stress at home. I don't feel like want to stay at home. When I am at home, I rather choose to go outstation to work than staying at home. My home is not a peaceful place for me anymore. Home suppose to be the most comfortable and the most peaceful place for all of us, but I don't since when my home has changed.
I feel tired and I feel sad. I feel helpless when I am alone. Should I change myself become more stronger? Should I find someone to face all these problems together with me? Or should I face them all myself? I become more and more negative thinking nowadays.
I would like to share a song here. I love this song. It is by Cyndi Wang. The title is 'This is the real you". So which is the real me?

Bila ini akan habis?

I am having a tough time these few weeks. Going outstation almost every weeks. I don't have enough sleep during work, having too much rest at home. Facing some problems during work. Ya, I know problems always occur during work, I am tough enough to face any problem, but I am a human, I am a gal, sometimes I can't take it too. I am happy that I have friends who are always by my side. One of my friend know I am not happy, he called me immediately and talk to me. He wants me to share my problems with him, at least I will feel better if I tell him, but I just don't hope to ma fan him, so I insist not to tell. Sorry friend, I choosed to keep for myself because I know I will forget it one day, I really don't want to ma fan you, make you feel not happy together with me.
After come back home from work, I thought I can have a good rest and relax myself, but I am wrong. I don't know what happen, I feel pressures and stress at home. I don't feel like want to stay at home. When I am at home, I rather choose to go outstation to work than staying at home. My home is not a peaceful place for me anymore. Home suppose to be the most comfortable and the most peaceful place for all of us, but I don't since when my home has changed.
I feel tired and I feel sad. I feel helpless when I am alone. Should I change myself become more stronger? Should I find someone to face all these problems together with me? Or should I face them all myself? I become more and more negative thinking nowadays.
I would like to share a song here. I love this song. It is by Cyndi Wang. The title is 'This is the real you". So which is the real me?