Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I don't trust anyone anymore !
Finally I found out i lost trust to anyone. I used to be a gal who trust everyone besides me. Although a lot of my friends' hobby is to lie to me, but end up I still choose to trust them because they are my friend. Even when I come out to work, still I choose to trust everyone. It is ok for you to lie me, but please cover it and don't let me find out the truth forever. I always think, I will always believe to what you say, but still if you choose to lie to me, then it is fine! It is ok that you hurt me, at least I will feel better when I do not hurt anyone.
Things getting worse. Now I realized, the thing that my friends cheated on me before is really small case. These 2 weeks, the lies I found out are even worst which make me lost trust to anyone. I am so down and sad. The truth always come to me at the end. I should feel happy that I know the truth in the end or I should feel sad because I found out someone is lying me? I always tell myself don't lose truth to others, but now I can't do that again. It is sad that I have this changes, I am no more a happy go lucky gal. Is lying people that fun? I think I should start to lie to others!
Enough lies to me!!! I can not take it anymore!!!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I don't trust anyone anymore !
Finally I found out i lost trust to anyone. I used to be a gal who trust everyone besides me. Although a lot of my friends' hobby is to lie to me, but end up I still choose to trust them because they are my friend. Even when I come out to work, still I choose to trust everyone. It is ok for you to lie me, but please cover it and don't let me find out the truth forever. I always think, I will always believe to what you say, but still if you choose to lie to me, then it is fine! It is ok that you hurt me, at least I will feel better when I do not hurt anyone.
Things getting worse. Now I realized, the thing that my friends cheated on me before is really small case. These 2 weeks, the lies I found out are even worst which make me lost trust to anyone. I am so down and sad. The truth always come to me at the end. I should feel happy that I know the truth in the end or I should feel sad because I found out someone is lying me? I always tell myself don't lose truth to others, but now I can't do that again. It is sad that I have this changes, I am no more a happy go lucky gal. Is lying people that fun? I think I should start to lie to others!
Enough lies to me!!! I can not take it anymore!!!