Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Lost Control!
I am losing control. I am not controlling how much I eat now. I am not exercising now. I am not controlling my weight now. I am not checking how heavy I am everyday. I don't care about how much I are these few days. Wow!!!!
But thank God, my weight is still under control, not increasing. Wee!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have to admit, I am such a clumsy person. I don't know how to walk. I don't know how to avoid hitting something when I walk. I don't know how to walk without knocking my toes to something. I always hurt my toes when I walk, outside, church, shopping center, or even my house, my room.
I don't know if one day my toes or legs will stop functioning anymore to punish me for always hurting them. Then how? Means I can't walk anymore? OH NO!!!!!
Friday, April 25, 2008
Just To Share!
This is really cool. Hahaha!!!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
。。。。
已经满是伤痕的我,却还要装作坚强开心地微笑。
此刻的我,仰着头,望着天花板,不敢把头低下,因为。。。。。。我害怕我的眼泪会流出来。
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
这就是人生?人生如戏?
人是真的很脆弱的,但是我们却要扮得很坚强。为什么呢?难道我们不能脆弱吗?为什么一定要扮成很坚强来适应这个世界?最不能理解的是,为什么要扮?如果是真得很坚强,那无所谓,但是扮出来的坚强可以维持多久呢?我们是在演戏吗?演给谁看呢?当回到没有人的时候,才独自一人哭泣吗?
刚刚看完朋友的部落格,心情顿时变得很阴天。她现在的工作和我以前的工作是一样的。同样的,我们面对一样的问题,工作时间很长,几天没回家,独自一人睡在酒店。工作时的她应该是表现得很坚强,但是部落格里的她,却是那么的脆弱。为了工作而勉强自己,会幸福吗?这是应该的吗?这是正确的吗?
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Camp Transformation 2008!
This is a fun camp. Come join if you are interested, or if you are boring staying at home doing nothing, or if you need a break from your job, or if your holiday will be boring, or if you want to know new friends, or if you do not know what is call a fun camp, or if...... Just join, find out how fun it is yourself!!!
Ask me for more information. You will regret if you don't join this camp!!!
Monday, April 14, 2008
I Am Good!
Recently, still the same, stay at home everyday, surfing the internet and looking for a job. Other than this, I am also waiting for some replies and continue pray to God that he will provide me a suitable job soon.
I am good. In stead of saying I am fine. I would prefer to say I am good. Simply because I do not want to kena fine by police. Haha! I am too boring already, please forgive me for my stupidness and boringness.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Thank You Lord!
I felt very very sad just now. I prayed to God. I felt God. And now I am feeling so much better right after I prayed to God. Thank you Lord for listening to me and make me overcome my sadness.
Thank you Lord!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Meaningful Comics - Part 1!After something lost, we will only realize it's brightness,
this is consider as lucky and also unlucky.
Not everytime we fell down,
we will have the opportunity to stand up again.
If there isn't anyone there to help you,
then go and help others.
Suffering is to face it ourselves,
only happiness is to share with others.
If you purposely change yourself for someone, that is meaningless,
because you are not you anymore,
if he/she does not love the original you,
then he/she will not even love the you who has changed.
Lonely is an attitude.
Do not expect anything,
because at the end you will get nothing.
April!This is my month. The month that belongs to me throughout the whole year. My month will always begin with April Fool. People start to fool around with fake jokes, sending messages or calling each other.
Then everyday will be as usual until my day has come. Although there isn't any surprise for me or even some of the year I did not even celebrate, but still I love April very much!!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Lost Control!
I am losing control. I am not controlling how much I eat now. I am not exercising now. I am not controlling my weight now. I am not checking how heavy I am everyday. I don't care about how much I are these few days. Wow!!!!
But thank God, my weight is still under control, not increasing. Wee!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have to admit, I am such a clumsy person. I don't know how to walk. I don't know how to avoid hitting something when I walk. I don't know how to walk without knocking my toes to something. I always hurt my toes when I walk, outside, church, shopping center, or even my house, my room.
I don't know if one day my toes or legs will stop functioning anymore to punish me for always hurting them. Then how? Means I can't walk anymore? OH NO!!!!!
Friday, April 25, 2008
Just To Share!
This is really cool. Hahaha!!!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
。。。。
已经满是伤痕的我,却还要装作坚强开心地微笑。
此刻的我,仰着头,望着天花板,不敢把头低下,因为。。。。。。我害怕我的眼泪会流出来。
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
这就是人生?人生如戏?
人是真的很脆弱的,但是我们却要扮得很坚强。为什么呢?难道我们不能脆弱吗?为什么一定要扮成很坚强来适应这个世界?最不能理解的是,为什么要扮?如果是真得很坚强,那无所谓,但是扮出来的坚强可以维持多久呢?我们是在演戏吗?演给谁看呢?当回到没有人的时候,才独自一人哭泣吗?
刚刚看完朋友的部落格,心情顿时变得很阴天。她现在的工作和我以前的工作是一样的。同样的,我们面对一样的问题,工作时间很长,几天没回家,独自一人睡在酒店。工作时的她应该是表现得很坚强,但是部落格里的她,却是那么的脆弱。为了工作而勉强自己,会幸福吗?这是应该的吗?这是正确的吗?
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Camp Transformation 2008!
This is a fun camp. Come join if you are interested, or if you are boring staying at home doing nothing, or if you need a break from your job, or if your holiday will be boring, or if you want to know new friends, or if you do not know what is call a fun camp, or if...... Just join, find out how fun it is yourself!!!
Ask me for more information. You will regret if you don't join this camp!!!
Monday, April 14, 2008
I Am Good!
Recently, still the same, stay at home everyday, surfing the internet and looking for a job. Other than this, I am also waiting for some replies and continue pray to God that he will provide me a suitable job soon.
I am good. In stead of saying I am fine. I would prefer to say I am good. Simply because I do not want to kena fine by police. Haha! I am too boring already, please forgive me for my stupidness and boringness.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Thank You Lord!
I felt very very sad just now. I prayed to God. I felt God. And now I am feeling so much better right after I prayed to God. Thank you Lord for listening to me and make me overcome my sadness.
Thank you Lord!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Meaningful Comics - Part 1!After something lost, we will only realize it's brightness,
this is consider as lucky and also unlucky.
Not everytime we fell down,
we will have the opportunity to stand up again.
If there isn't anyone there to help you,
then go and help others.
Suffering is to face it ourselves,
only happiness is to share with others.
If you purposely change yourself for someone, that is meaningless,
because you are not you anymore,
if he/she does not love the original you,
then he/she will not even love the you who has changed.
Lonely is an attitude.
Do not expect anything,
because at the end you will get nothing.
April!This is my month. The month that belongs to me throughout the whole year. My month will always begin with April Fool. People start to fool around with fake jokes, sending messages or calling each other.
Then everyday will be as usual until my day has come. Although there isn't any surprise for me or even some of the year I did not even celebrate, but still I love April very much!!!