The Crazy Princess

My Promise!

I made this promise.

I will not see. I will not hear. I will not say. I will not care.

Do not SEE.

Do not HEAR.

Do not SAY.

DO NOT CARE.

I am sure I can do that. No worry. Everything will be alright.




Bad Day!

I had a bad day yesterday, but I think it continue until today. How bad was my yesterday?

I didn't have a sweet night because I just wake up non stop. It was a Sunday but I have to work. I woke up at 7am, why? Not because of work but because I want to go to church before I go to work. Though I did not sleep well, but thank God that I was not sleepy during that 2 hours in church. Chit chatting a while with them, I had to leave for work. I reached Times Square at 11:30pm, I thought I am early, but I miscalculate the time, that is why I have to work until 7:30pm to make it 8 hours to get a replacement leave for family camp. Yesterday I worked alone, stand by for the performance alone. But actually I had nothing to do except sitting there and enjoy the performance. But I did not enjoy at all because it was boring. During my free time, hide myself in the office and watch drama series. Morning I ate bread. Afternoon I bought mee and hide in my office to eat. And I just don't know why I felt very sleepy when I work. Totally no energy at all. Today I have neck ache and my hand suddenly just feel very pain.

Basically whole 8 hours except during performance, I was just hiding in my office without the aircon on. The show ended around 6:45pm but I can not go home, waited until 7:45pm then only I went home. It is too late to have my dinner so I did not eat my dinner. When I went home, the sky was totally very dark.

Then when I reached home, car is out of petrol, I went to 2 petrol stations. But guess what. Both Shell also habis petrol (The green one). Until this morning, I went to 3 Shell pun habis, 1 Shell even closed down for renovation. But my car is out of petrol, so how? I have no choice to feed him Petronas which I never do that before. I only feed him Shell.

Can you imagine how I feel? Haha!




Jogging Machine!

My house got a new member -------- A Jogging Machine. It's been here for like 2 weeks plus, but until today only I have time to jog on it. I really can't remember how long I haven't exercise. Just now I used around 21 minutes to job 1km. It is so tiring. Believe me, once I stopped, I felt like fainting, felt like floating in the sky when I was walking. I think I need more exercise.

It is so cool to sweat. Feel so recharged. But one think I must remind all of you, once you finished exercising and you sweat, even it just sweat a bit, you must dry yourself first before going for your bath. If you bath with your sweat still on your skin, you will have white spot on your skin. It is not healthy. So dry yourself with a fan after you sweat before you go for your bath.

I am drying myself now. :)




你是爱我的

This song is just so meaningful and I love this song very much.

作词：邬裕康 作曲：杨阳 编曲：杨阳

同样的一场日落 同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我 时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由 都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后

你害怕的是什么 你想要的是什么
藏在你背后 我连呼吸都痛

我要 相信你是爱我的 我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的 我怎么等
我要 相信你是爱我的 不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里 总有太多泪 不停拉扯

我用一万个答案 解释我们的距离
到最后发现 我全都猜错

你怀里有太多问号 告诉我怎么依靠

I Can Do Nothing!

Always, I can't choose at all.

Always, I have no right to say no.

Always, I can't complain.

Always, I have to agree with others.

Always, I have to follow what others say.

Always, always, and always.

I feel so uncomfortable to everyone now. No matter in office, at home or outside. No matter to strangers, to those not so close, to friends or even to those I love.




Executive!

What is an executive for? What is an executive's job scope? Prepare all the paperworks? Meet client?

Ya, all of the above. PLUS you are paid to get scolded by manager, general manager, big boss. That's not all yet. You are paid to get scolded by client too. So you are hanging in the middle. Boss wants you to treat client bad, then you will get scolded by client. When client made noise to boss, you will get scolded by boss.

How wonderful!!!




Questions?!

I am being so hopeless these days. I am facing many problems which I don't think I can solve it myself. Problems are prepared for us to learn more and improve more. But I am just feeling hopeless. Having many questions in my mind these days.

I always ask myself this question. Why do we have to work so hard to earn money? For some emergency that will happen in future? For buying something we like? For traveling? For other people?

For me, other than daily expenses and for dad and mom and car, I save all my money. It's been almost 5 months I never buy any things for myself. I always think that I should save all these money for future. But when is the future? Isn't it we should spend when we earn to make ourselves happy? Saving money is more important or spending money for ourselves are more important?

And I always ask myself, why can't things be as simple as it can? I am a simple girl and I wan everything to be simple. I don't like to think too much. I just want a simple yet happy life. Complicated doesn't suit me. Is simple happy life really that hard to have?

Another question is, what are we living for? Nowadays it is like I don't enjoy my day, but I just wish to pass everyday faster and tomorrow faster come. And looking forward for another tomorrow again. What is the purpose of living? When we were still a baby, we were looking forward to grow up, go to school. When we were studying in primary school, we looked forward to enter secondary school. Then looked forward to enter college. When we were still studying in college, we looked forward to start work. And now when we have already started to work, what do we look for again? Seriously, I don't know what am I looking forward now.

By having so many questions in my mind, simple is still not with me...




A Letter to Her!

Yea yea, this is a letter to HER. It's a her. Why? Simply because I owe her one.

I am kinda touched when I saw you wrote a letter for me. Feel like crying. When I recall back, actually we got close only when we practiced for song fest if I am not mistaken. We just suddenly being so friend and now we always stick together and even we chit chat more and almost everything. I am happy that I have you when I am sad. And actually I am even more happy when I can make you feel you are so blessed. No worry, whenever I am not happy, I will sure go and fan you. But during that time you better don't blame me fan ya?

* Sudah tak ada owe you already!!!




Birthday Boy & Gal!

Not to forget we had a small celebration for Linus and Ee May for their birthday!






Outing to Taman Botani!

Last Saturday, the outing for Group Gideon is to Taman Botani, Putrajaya. It sounds far but it didn't take us long hours to reach there. We rent bicycles and cycle there, we walked around, snapped pictures, and also eating non stop.

The bicycle seat is so hard that made my butt pain for few days. Now, I am scare of cycling. Don't ever ask me cycle this kind of bicycle anymore.

And now, pictures time...






Congratulation to Yen!

My best secondary school buddy got marry on 31st August 2008 (M'sia National Day). Among my friend, she is the first one who get marry. This shows that more and more red card is going to send to me soon, and I am enough old also.

I heard that she cried the next day she got marry because she missed home. Silly girl, don't cry, must be happy always ok?






4 Unique Commanders!

Church Alone Day - but we are not alone. 4 cute commanders planned us a great day. They even wasted time in creating a new look for themselves. Most ah pek look referees.






Back!

Finally, I am back from my break. I should continue to blog again, if not I will lose the interest in blogging.

Let me show you some additional pictures of Song Fest 6.

My Promise!

I made this promise.

I will not see. I will not hear. I will not say. I will not care.

Do not SEE.

Do not HEAR.

Do not SAY.

DO NOT CARE.

I am sure I can do that. No worry. Everything will be alright.




Bad Day!

I had a bad day yesterday, but I think it continue until today. How bad was my yesterday?

I didn't have a sweet night because I just wake up non stop. It was a Sunday but I have to work. I woke up at 7am, why? Not because of work but because I want to go to church before I go to work. Though I did not sleep well, but thank God that I was not sleepy during that 2 hours in church. Chit chatting a while with them, I had to leave for work. I reached Times Square at 11:30pm, I thought I am early, but I miscalculate the time, that is why I have to work until 7:30pm to make it 8 hours to get a replacement leave for family camp. Yesterday I worked alone, stand by for the performance alone. But actually I had nothing to do except sitting there and enjoy the performance. But I did not enjoy at all because it was boring. During my free time, hide myself in the office and watch drama series. Morning I ate bread. Afternoon I bought mee and hide in my office to eat. And I just don't know why I felt very sleepy when I work. Totally no energy at all. Today I have neck ache and my hand suddenly just feel very pain.

Basically whole 8 hours except during performance, I was just hiding in my office without the aircon on. The show ended around 6:45pm but I can not go home, waited until 7:45pm then only I went home. It is too late to have my dinner so I did not eat my dinner. When I went home, the sky was totally very dark.

Then when I reached home, car is out of petrol, I went to 2 petrol stations. But guess what. Both Shell also habis petrol (The green one). Until this morning, I went to 3 Shell pun habis, 1 Shell even closed down for renovation. But my car is out of petrol, so how? I have no choice to feed him Petronas which I never do that before. I only feed him Shell.

Can you imagine how I feel? Haha!




Jogging Machine!

My house got a new member -------- A Jogging Machine. It's been here for like 2 weeks plus, but until today only I have time to jog on it. I really can't remember how long I haven't exercise. Just now I used around 21 minutes to job 1km. It is so tiring. Believe me, once I stopped, I felt like fainting, felt like floating in the sky when I was walking. I think I need more exercise.

It is so cool to sweat. Feel so recharged. But one think I must remind all of you, once you finished exercising and you sweat, even it just sweat a bit, you must dry yourself first before going for your bath. If you bath with your sweat still on your skin, you will have white spot on your skin. It is not healthy. So dry yourself with a fan after you sweat before you go for your bath.

I am drying myself now. :)




你是爱我的

This song is just so meaningful and I love this song very much.

作词：邬裕康 作曲：杨阳 编曲：杨阳

同样的一场日落 同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我 时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由 都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后

你害怕的是什么 你想要的是什么
藏在你背后 我连呼吸都痛

我要 相信你是爱我的 我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的 我怎么等
我要 相信你是爱我的 不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里 总有太多泪 不停拉扯

我用一万个答案 解释我们的距离
到最后发现 我全都猜错

你怀里有太多问号 告诉我怎么依靠

I Can Do Nothing!

Always, I can't choose at all.

Always, I have no right to say no.

Always, I can't complain.

Always, I have to agree with others.

Always, I have to follow what others say.

Always, always, and always.

I feel so uncomfortable to everyone now. No matter in office, at home or outside. No matter to strangers, to those not so close, to friends or even to those I love.




Executive!

What is an executive for? What is an executive's job scope? Prepare all the paperworks? Meet client?

Ya, all of the above. PLUS you are paid to get scolded by manager, general manager, big boss. That's not all yet. You are paid to get scolded by client too. So you are hanging in the middle. Boss wants you to treat client bad, then you will get scolded by client. When client made noise to boss, you will get scolded by boss.

How wonderful!!!




Questions?!

I am being so hopeless these days. I am facing many problems which I don't think I can solve it myself. Problems are prepared for us to learn more and improve more. But I am just feeling hopeless. Having many questions in my mind these days.

I always ask myself this question. Why do we have to work so hard to earn money? For some emergency that will happen in future? For buying something we like? For traveling? For other people?

For me, other than daily expenses and for dad and mom and car, I save all my money. It's been almost 5 months I never buy any things for myself. I always think that I should save all these money for future. But when is the future? Isn't it we should spend when we earn to make ourselves happy? Saving money is more important or spending money for ourselves are more important?

And I always ask myself, why can't things be as simple as it can? I am a simple girl and I wan everything to be simple. I don't like to think too much. I just want a simple yet happy life. Complicated doesn't suit me. Is simple happy life really that hard to have?

Another question is, what are we living for? Nowadays it is like I don't enjoy my day, but I just wish to pass everyday faster and tomorrow faster come. And looking forward for another tomorrow again. What is the purpose of living? When we were still a baby, we were looking forward to grow up, go to school. When we were studying in primary school, we looked forward to enter secondary school. Then looked forward to enter college. When we were still studying in college, we looked forward to start work. And now when we have already started to work, what do we look for again? Seriously, I don't know what am I looking forward now.

By having so many questions in my mind, simple is still not with me...




A Letter to Her!

Yea yea, this is a letter to HER. It's a her. Why? Simply because I owe her one.

I am kinda touched when I saw you wrote a letter for me. Feel like crying. When I recall back, actually we got close only when we practiced for song fest if I am not mistaken. We just suddenly being so friend and now we always stick together and even we chit chat more and almost everything. I am happy that I have you when I am sad. And actually I am even more happy when I can make you feel you are so blessed. No worry, whenever I am not happy, I will sure go and fan you. But during that time you better don't blame me fan ya?

* Sudah tak ada owe you already!!!




Birthday Boy & Gal!

Not to forget we had a small celebration for Linus and Ee May for their birthday!






Outing to Taman Botani!

Last Saturday, the outing for Group Gideon is to Taman Botani, Putrajaya. It sounds far but it didn't take us long hours to reach there. We rent bicycles and cycle there, we walked around, snapped pictures, and also eating non stop.

The bicycle seat is so hard that made my butt pain for few days. Now, I am scare of cycling. Don't ever ask me cycle this kind of bicycle anymore.

And now, pictures time...






Congratulation to Yen!

My best secondary school buddy got marry on 31st August 2008 (M'sia National Day). Among my friend, she is the first one who get marry. This shows that more and more red card is going to send to me soon, and I am enough old also.

I heard that she cried the next day she got marry because she missed home. Silly girl, don't cry, must be happy always ok?






4 Unique Commanders!

Church Alone Day - but we are not alone. 4 cute commanders planned us a great day. They even wasted time in creating a new look for themselves. Most ah pek look referees.






Back!

Finally, I am back from my break. I should continue to blog again, if not I will lose the interest in blogging.

Let me show you some additional pictures of Song Fest 6.