The Crazy Princess

Questions?!

I am being so hopeless these days. I am facing many problems which I don't think I can solve it myself. Problems are prepared for us to learn more and improve more. But I am just feeling hopeless. Having many questions in my mind these days.

I always ask myself this question. Why do we have to work so hard to earn money? For some emergency that will happen in future? For buying something we like? For traveling? For other people?

For me, other than daily expenses and for dad and mom and car, I save all my money. It's been almost 5 months I never buy any things for myself. I always think that I should save all these money for future. But when is the future? Isn't it we should spend when we earn to make ourselves happy? Saving money is more important or spending money for ourselves are more important?

And I always ask myself, why can't things be as simple as it can? I am a simple girl and I wan everything to be simple. I don't like to think too much. I just want a simple yet happy life. Complicated doesn't suit me. Is simple happy life really that hard to have?

Another question is, what are we living for? Nowadays it is like I don't enjoy my day, but I just wish to pass everyday faster and tomorrow faster come. And looking forward for another tomorrow again. What is the purpose of living? When we were still a baby, we were looking forward to grow up, go to school. When we were studying in primary school, we looked forward to enter secondary school. Then looked forward to enter college. When we were still studying in college, we looked forward to start work. And now when we have already started to work, what do we look for again? Seriously, I don't know what am I looking forward now.

By having so many questions in my mind, simple is still not with me...

Questions?!

I am being so hopeless these days. I am facing many problems which I don't think I can solve it myself. Problems are prepared for us to learn more and improve more. But I am just feeling hopeless. Having many questions in my mind these days.

I always ask myself this question. Why do we have to work so hard to earn money? For some emergency that will happen in future? For buying something we like? For traveling? For other people?

For me, other than daily expenses and for dad and mom and car, I save all my money. It's been almost 5 months I never buy any things for myself. I always think that I should save all these money for future. But when is the future? Isn't it we should spend when we earn to make ourselves happy? Saving money is more important or spending money for ourselves are more important?

And I always ask myself, why can't things be as simple as it can? I am a simple girl and I wan everything to be simple. I don't like to think too much. I just want a simple yet happy life. Complicated doesn't suit me. Is simple happy life really that hard to have?

Another question is, what are we living for? Nowadays it is like I don't enjoy my day, but I just wish to pass everyday faster and tomorrow faster come. And looking forward for another tomorrow again. What is the purpose of living? When we were still a baby, we were looking forward to grow up, go to school. When we were studying in primary school, we looked forward to enter secondary school. Then looked forward to enter college. When we were still studying in college, we looked forward to start work. And now when we have already started to work, what do we look for again? Seriously, I don't know what am I looking forward now.

By having so many questions in my mind, simple is still not with me...